On the days when you can’t seem to find enough reasons
to convince your body to keep trying
On the nights when you think you will not find the strength to wake up one more day
I want my voice to be the sound that makes your heart beat faster
I want my hands to be able to read the language engraved in your skin
My voice will be the wave that will erase all the doubts in your heart
and my eyes will finally find the way to say all the things I have ever wanted to say.
I want to live my life to the beat of your smile
I want your voice to wake me up
and your breath to cover me when I sleep
I want your laughter to be my national anthem
I want to travel this world to the light of your eyes
moving with a compass that strives for your heart
Loving you is the most self-destructive habit that I have
reconsidering some recent actions
This is me after every single thing that happens
The difference is.
I fucking poured my heart out and gave you everything I had.
You just said sorry.